"If there's no end
There can be no beginning, there can be no beginning
If there's no end
It feels like forsaking the dawn, we awaken and still we don't see"
Unable to let go. Trapped in our minds, not even noticing when overthinking take over us. The world is out there but you feel like there are 20 lenses that cover your eyes. And the dawn is so beautiful, why can't we focus on it and let it consume us?
"We can see where it leads
It's like you can't, can't kill the monster that feeds on you
No matter what you do it seems to get you every time"
We know where these thoughts lead us. We know it keeps us unhappy, dissatisfied, dispising us a little more every time. But we seem unable to stop them. When we face them, we feel defeated. And it takes all of our energy.
"So carry my ache and you will know the feeling
Inside I am weak but for this love I'm bearing
So breathe your life in my shades of grey
Or kill the lights and we'll fade away"
But still, we try. We really try. Because we love them and don't want to drag them to our tortured minds, bringing them constant sadness. We just wish it was easier.
